LANDSLIDE!!

THAT'S IT. I'M SICK OF THIS FUCKING SHIT. JUST WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMED TO BE, NOT PERFECT BUT AT LEAST GOOD, ALL WENT DOWN IN THAT SINGLE MOMENT LIKE A LANDSLIDE. MY HEART IS BURNING WITH SICKNESS, ANGER (REALLY I'M IN A FRENZY), AND JEALOUSY. WHAT IS KILLING ME MORE IS THAT I WAS PLANNING TO TELL A FEW PEOPLE TODAY AS I'M WRITING THIS STUPID NOTE, BUT WHEN I SAW THAT, IT WAS LIKE IF A MOUNTAIN WAS BEING PUT ON MY BACK. I NEED, EVEN, TO PUKE FROM THE REVULSION THAT IS FLOWING IN MY VEINS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. NOW I DON'T CARE WHAT I DO BECAUSE EVERYTHING ENDS BAD FOR ME. I THINK I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE IN THIS SHITTY WORLD JUST A SINGLE FUCKING DAY.