Betrayer

Today I experimented one the worst feelings. I must confess that I don't feel completely sorry. However, I did betray a true friend by not trusting in him with a secret that included both of us. Although he told me he doesn't care at all, I can't stop feeling guilty. I'm returning to my old me, the one of my true friends doesn't know a thing and I'm absolutely terrified of this. I'm starting to hide things to confess others to people. I must ask really soon for help to a few people I trust the most before the change becomes unchangeable.